Just venting.

I began with the thought of why am I writing this letter, is it because of how I'm beginning to feel about the way things have gone and has been going concerning this journey of my life's commitment in trying to help others, mainly those in the area of boxing/fitness (young and old). As of today it's been thirty five plus years that I've involved myself in others lives as for trying to get them to see and understand their worth as human beings regardless of their monetary statues, culture difference, place of domain and what ever else life hand's out. I've given personal time, monetary and hardship sacrifices in this pursue for helping those which I've come in contact with by way of this venture, it has proven to be sometimes very disturbing and heart- breaking, reason being; most of those I've given years of my time to have and some still today take my commitment for granted and on several occasions have betrayed my trust for what ever reason, it's is as being foreign to me how most and some still today willingly side with the forces that I've try to protect them from, for reason of the potential misery, hardship betrayal and ruin which will be perpetrated on them by way of their acquired choice. I find myself beginning to wonder why do i still commit to trying to help those that for what ever reason seem to sometimes see me as the enemy (some family members included). I guess it has to be because of the way i was raised and my knowing who God is which strengthen's me at times for keeping me on course, there are those that do appreciate and have given notice to benefit from my commitment and work in their lives. Even in my sometimes being weighted down and aggravated in this journey of my life, i truly believe it to be my God establish purpose in life to continue on this path of helping others.

Written by: Coach James Joseph.

"Copyright 4/19/2011 James Joseph. "All rights reserved."